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rainydayrunner:

“I love being horribly straightforward. I love sending reckless text messages (because how reckless can a form of digitized communication be?) and telling people I love them and telling people they are absolutely magical humans and I cannot believe they really exist. I love saying, “Kiss me harder,” and “You’re a good person,” and, “You brighten my day.” I live my life as straight-forward as possible. Because one day, I might get hit by a bus. Maybe it’s weird. Maybe it’s scary. Maybe it seems downright impossible to just be—to just let people know you want them, need them, feel like, in this very moment, you will die if you do not see them, hold them, touch them in some way whether its your feet on their thighs on the couch or your tongue in their mouth or your heart in their hands. And there is nothing more risky than pretending not to care. We are young and we are human and we are beautiful and we are not as in control as we think we are. We never know who needs us back. We never know the magic that can arise between ourselves and other humans. We never know when the bus is coming.”

— (viabl-ossomed) via afarewelltoharms

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The world is changed by your example, not your opinion.
Paulo Coelho  
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nevver:

Minimal Mac

nevver:

Minimal Mac

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nevver:

The best place to be is somewhere else, circa 1983

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cannot get enough of this band right now. 

02:39 pm: ambigious

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This morning Pandora was doing its thing at work on the “Beast of Burden” radio station and “Thank You” by Led Zeppelin came on. Pause. I was hard at work but I haven’t heard that song in years and it stopped me in my tracks. JEEZUS. Does a song get more romantic than that? A classic rock band that I love just re-slayed my heart. Look at these lyrics…


If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you. 
When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me. 

Kind woman, I give you my all, Kind woman, nothing more. 

Little drops of rain whisper of the pain, tears of loves lost in the days gone by. 
My love is strong, with you there is no wrong, 
together we shall go until we die. My, my, my. 
An inspiration is what you are to me, inspiration, look… see. 

And so today, my world it smiles, your hand in mine, we walk the miles, 
Thanks to you it will be done, for you to me are the only one. 
Happiness, no more be sad, happiness….I’m glad. 
If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you. 
When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me.

My heart melted (which matches my equally droopy mouth right now; thanks to the dentist). It’s songs like these that remind me of that softer spot I tend to push down with sarcasm, comedic relief and all the other things that make it easier to get through your single years with a smile. This song reminds me that I should probably be more open to the love that I do sometimes dream of having. Okay, let’s get real - I can’t wait for the day I meet my match, however, I’ll happily take these wonderful days until then and enjoy the hell out of songs like these. 

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We may be shiny but we were happy! #latergram to reuniting with @obm & meeting the lovely @annamariacloud the other night. #lotsoflove #LAnights

We may be shiny but we were happy! #latergram to reuniting with @obm & meeting the lovely @annamariacloud the other night. #lotsoflove #LAnights

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it’s almost 6am and the sun is starting to find its way up. i look around while sitting on a couch that’s been outside for a least a couple years and find myself wondering why i’m still here i am and why there are still over 30 people also still here. it’s the alvarado house and the last time i was here was over 4 years ago. i was there with my boyfriend at the time and it was the night before i left for mexico. i had a terrible spray tan but my teeth looked nice and white and i was wearing that floral romper that still lives in my closet. 

here i am at this party and it’s surprisingly still going off but i can feel my body starting to shut down on me. i look at heather and ask, “what should we do?” she looks at me (doe-eyed) and says, “what’s your purpose or goal here?” it was at that exact moment i knew we had to leave. i set down my warm modelo and we walked home as the sun came up and in about 5 hours i’d probably regret the tequila and beer but it’s with each night like this that i remember how much i like waking up to sunrises rather than going to sleep to them. 

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therumpus:

Taurus: This is a week for cleaning bad feelings out of your house, for clearing bad feelings out of your body. There are so many ways to keep living. There are so many ways to get free, and there are so many kinds of strange joy that you can let into your heart, and it’s okay to quit things that make you sad, sometimes. It’s okay to walk away. It’s okay to talk and talk and talk until your secrets turn into air. Drink water or go on the longest walks or cook something beautiful just for yourself.
Today’s image was made specially for Madame Clairevoyant by Jen May

got it. 

therumpus:

Taurus: This is a week for cleaning bad feelings out of your house, for clearing bad feelings out of your body. There are so many ways to keep living. There are so many ways to get free, and there are so many kinds of strange joy that you can let into your heart, and it’s okay to quit things that make you sad, sometimes. It’s okay to walk away. It’s okay to talk and talk and talk until your secrets turn into air. Drink water or go on the longest walks or cook something beautiful just for yourself.

Today’s image was made specially for Madame Clairevoyant by Jen May

got it. 

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On nights like these, we struggle
to find new ways to say “nights like these,”
struggle to avoid the word struggle.

When that song came on the radio,
you turned it up and said, ‘Let this
be the anthem for our bad choices’
and I thought of Bad Choices as a place as in:
Bad Choices, Montana and I wondered
what it must feel like to be mayor there
and then I remembered that I am.
Andrea Henchey, “The Moon Is So Smart,” published in Smartish Pace (via bostonpoetryslam)

(via afarewelltoharms)

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My grandfather always said that living is like licking honey off a thorn.
Louis Adamic
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Available now on #iTunes —> http://smarturl.it/iKL

#TDE

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fine, sunrise - you win.

fine, sunrise - you win.

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I’m sitting at this bench overlooking the city after about two solid months of not exercising. This morning I dragged myself out of bed and made it here. I’m taking a moment to breathe here to reflect on the things I have to be thankful for this last couple of months. Here it goes…

- the sunshine that keeps me warm & has let me spend as many non-working hours as I want outside.

- the challenges of living with someone new. It taught me to learn to communicate better & speak up even when things feel uncomfortable.

- my health. I am grateful for my good health and for the means to be able to care for myself when things do go wrong.

- my family who is my constant rock on this rollercoaster ride called life. I’m forever thankful for their love, support and sense of humor.

- Los Angeles. this city has a way of teaching me the lessons I seem to want to avoid in life. I’m appreciative of the endless opportunities this city presents and for the amazing, creative people I meet daily.

Here’s to keeping my face toward the sun and the shadows behind me.

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Think I’ve almost recovered from Kyle’s bday party on Friday…almost. Little Scripps Ranch reunion with the pals!

Think I’ve almost recovered from Kyle’s bday party on Friday…almost. Little Scripps Ranch reunion with the pals!

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